My bleeding heart
Barely beating
Loneliness
Never receding
Emotions fill me
The pain all day
Wanting to close my eyes
And walk away
My head screams
For one thing only
Something simple
But can not be
I wish I could find
A single good
I tried to fight
But never could
Win, I lost
What I never had
I survived
For that I should be glad
But it refuses
To work that way
I try and try
Yet it all seems gray
And turning black
Time after time
I crawl up
An impossible climb
Trudging through the mud
Sun beating down
Going in circles
Around and around
I wish I could change
But I am me
No matter how bad
I may be.